well first things first I guess, hello to all who open their eyes and lend me your ears. Thank you. I would much rather speak with you in person, but in these crazy days of our lives its not always possible and not always appropriate.

Those conversations from days gone by still echo, not the content only the voices, I listen to them now, and together I hear a song like I have never heard before. I know all the words and I sing along. I sometimes wake up and can feel the future waiting outside for me, have you ever felt like that?

Like this could be the very most important day of your life? Well what are you doing right now are you happy? I can only think of how lucky I am to know you and to know this. Right next to me their will always be a space for you. and I will always greet you.


to be continued......


No better time then now, to finish things left half done. Something's are an endless task, and something's are finished before they begin. You were the very spark that started this fire yet we have never met and I find strength as I always have in the very word individual, so why try to stitch together something that has blown wide open.

Left to linger in the void that has always been. Just because I want to. Maybe its your birthday? I can't quite figure out why your here in my life right now, your not even real... well I'm real so does that mean you are as well?


- myself 2011

Lew